It’s All I Can Do
Poetry comes through me sometimes. Surprising me with it's felt sense of clarity. Each word, each line, could stand alone and hold the Truth. I hope you enjoy the magic that poured forth today.
It’s All I Can Do
I hear you, yes
I remember you’ve told me that before
I just don’t fit into the container that you’ve given me
I really tried, I really did
But after contorting myself for so long
In that trying
To make it fit
To make it work
To make me
Your
I’ve hurt myself
Too much
Too much to try anymore
I’m sorry
Because I know
You’ll call me a quitter
But learning how to live
For myself
It’s all that I have left
It’s all
I can do
Some might say that you lied to me
I think you were just scared for me
But I can’t live my life
Through your intentions
Your fear
I have my own fears
I have my own intentions
Those are enough for me
In this lifetime
I’m sorry your safe box of well-meaning
Didn’t work for me
Personally
I’m rather grateful it broke
Spilling out over the sides S
tretching my limbs into the atmosphere beyond
I discovered my true shape
And size
Isn’t box like at all
Having never lived outside
That kind
Confining box
It seemed rather precarious
To be willing to exist
Without it
Beyond it
Moment
By moment
Breath
By breath
Life filled me
With wonder
And curiosity
I became brave
Step By step
And fall
By fall
I got up
Moved forward
Discovered my life
Belongs to me
Summer MacCool